LOL

Ok. You frustrate me so bad. I was there and you were there but you didn't even talk to me once, so I left because that and my squeaky shoes were bothering me.

Then I just started laughing like a crazy because I was being crazy. I couldn't stop, I kept remembering everything. I remembered how much I love the mountains. I remembered my cousins and how much I love them. I remembered my friends. I kept remembering the time I almost gave up.  I remembered how in love with you I really am. 

You started making me feel numb. You are here and you are somewhere else all at the same time. 

After I contained my crazy laughter, I took my squeaky shoes off. They were driving me nuts and making my pinky toes numb, just like the rest of me, so I guess that's ok.  

I need you to help me feel again. 

Lola.